Day 604...Year 2

Things have been crazy for me over the past few weeks as I have written... And three words have been rolling through my head tonight... Just Let Go...

So I begin to list in my head all of the things that I am possibly holding on to that I need to face with an open hand, with open arms and with an open heart...

This anxiety that has been plaguing me these past few weeks is over things that are out of my control... Once and for all I am letting it go, because whatever is going to happen is happening whether I worry about it or not, so to save myself some stress, I am going to release it...


The one thing we all need to let go of are the fears that are holding on to us so desperately...

For me... my biggest fear is of being alone... This is probably why I have such an outgoing personality... It works two ways for me... First it is an attention getter, it draws others to me... Like I have said before, happiness and excitement, joy if you will, is contagious... And secondly it's an attention getter... But wait I already said that... It means that if I am entertaining others with my crazy personality, it gives them less of chance to judge me by the way I look physically...

I need to let go... it will be OK... Some relationships I have held onto to tightly and instead of making things better, it hurts that person as well... It's time to stop holding on...

Musicsongbird

Hurricane - Natalie Grant

• You're spinning
  Out of control, again
  Your life feels like a sinking ship
  You're wondering
  How it came to
  This
  Is it too late?
  Is it too far for him to reach you?
  And come to where you are
  Step out on the edge
  Don't be afraid of it
  And when you feel the rain
  Call his name
  He'll find you in the hurricane
  
  You're in the wreckage underneath
  You're hope is buried
  Somewhere deep
  You're wondering how long it will keep
  It's never too late
  Never too far
  For you to reach out
  And take a hold of love
  
  Step out on the edge
  Don't be afraid of it
  And when you feel the rain
  Call His name
  He'll find you in a hurricane
  
  Don't back down from the fight
  He'll shelter you tonight
  Just hold on for the change
  Call His name
  He'll find you in the hurricane
  There's a place
  You can run
  When you fall
  And it's all come undone
  You'll be safe in the raging storm
  So just let go
  Cause you are held in His arms
  
  Step out on the edge
  Don't be afraid of it
  And when you feel the rain
  Call His name
  He'll find you in a hurricane
  
  And when you feel the rain
  Call His name
  He'll find you in a hurricane