Day 604...Year 2

Things have been crazy for me over the past few weeks as I have written... And three words have been rolling through my head tonight... Just Let Go...

So I begin to list in my head all of the things that I am possibly holding on to that I need to face with an open hand, with open arms and with an open heart...

This anxiety that has been plaguing me these past few weeks is over things that are out of my control... Once and for all I am letting it go, because whatever is going to happen is happening whether I worry about it or not, so to save myself some stress, I am going to release it...


The one thing we all need to let go of are the fears that are holding on to us so desperately...

For me... my biggest fear is of being alone... This is probably why I have such an outgoing personality... It works two ways for me... First it is an attention getter, it draws others to me... Like I have said before, happiness and excitement, joy if you will, is contagious... And secondly it's an attention getter... But wait I already said that... It means that if I am entertaining others with my crazy personality, it gives them less of chance to judge me by the way I look physically...

I need to let go... it will be OK... Some relationships I have held onto to tightly and instead of making things better, it hurts that person as well... It's time to stop holding on...

Musicsongbird

Hurricane - Natalie Grant
  • You're spinning
    Out of control, again
    Your life feels like a sinking ship
    You're wondering
    How it came to
    This
    Is it too late?
    Is it too far for him to reach you?
    And come to where you are
    Step out on the edge
    Don't be afraid of it
    And when you feel the rain
    Call his name
    He'll find you in the hurricane

    You're in the wreckage underneath
    You're hope is buried
    Somewhere deep
    You're wondering how long it will keep
    It's never too late
    Never too far
    For you to reach out
    And take a hold of love

    Step out on the edge
    Don't be afraid of it
    And when you feel the rain
    Call His name
    He'll find you in a hurricane

    Don't back down from the fight
    He'll shelter you tonight
    Just hold on for the change
    Call His name
    He'll find you in the hurricane
    There's a place
    You can run
    When you fall
    And it's all come undone
    You'll be safe in the raging storm
    So just let go
    Cause you are held in His arms

    Step out on the edge
    Don't be afraid of it
    And when you feel the rain
    Call His name
    He'll find you in a hurricane

    And when you feel the rain
    Call His name
    He'll find you in a hurricane


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